I'm pretty scared. Fuck that, I'm very scared. We drive home and Sussex County looks different to me; I'm seeing things that I never saw before, and that sounds totally irrational but it's true. Everything has shifted, a higher plane of existence. I am very, very old. Everything is in motion and there is nothing I can do to change any of it -- not ( Read more... )

There are always limits to what I feel that I can say. Whether it be someone else's secret, my secret, or my want to be discreet and look like I'm kind. There is so much going on that it's hard to wrap my head around it. There is so much going on in my head that I can't grasp a pen. There are always limits to what a person can do in a day and in ( Read more... )